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Friday, June 30, 2006

I know he is there...he is there....

My July test is drawin nearer..13th July that is..and I know that I need to do more and more revision. But still,someting is stucked in my head..and its takin up all the spaces..I knew it..its him..he is in there..BliNking* I wonder when can I learn to let go when I am supposed to.My conscience is telling me to think of the long term effects.-I must study,must revise... must concentrate,must control, must not get distracted!...and yet, once more, my heart is tearing my whole self apart..becoming more dominant in me. I guess..this is it..I'll have to carry on, even there is conflictions in me. I am just not disciplined enough-

Just by lookin at that wristbaNd each time, my heart sore...and again, I knew he is there...he is in there.. BliNking* the pain in me makes the tears to rush out..drops and drops of sadness.I know I can't resist it.And that has also proved to me..that he has conquered my lost heart..making me feel so empty in side without him..And for that..he is patchin up all the shattered pieces inside..by caring and loving me and giving me the energy to live on.all the work he is doing in me..is always left behind with his footprints which is making me to miss him even more as each second pass by. And as his work is nearer to the finishin part, my love for him will grow even more. Then when Finally that piece of grEat work is done one day, I know.... that I am all his-

I will love him like I love no one..Adore him like I adore no one..and cater him with love and care.

Weeee~

I am all about him....

Thursday, June 29, 2006

Dear.. I still miss you so much sia.. another 158 days to end of O-level...

I missing you so much.... So so so much.. :(

Dear, check out my new blog music... :)

I love you with all my heart~

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

I want to see my dear....

I know that I am doing something which I am not supposed to-- online. But I can't help it.I wanted to see HIM. I dont know why, but my heart keeps telling I have to even if I am to go against my mum. But anyway, my mum doesn't know about this. I 've been missin him more and more as the hands of the clock keep ticking by.Every night, I find myself in tears lying on my bed..huggin my teddy tightly..with his wristband in my hand.I guess..this is the power the LOVE? I was thinking back of those days when he were here with me..When we were together..and also the day he left for Singapore.. I feel so miserable indeed. Now I have the feeling I never had before..the feeling of missing someone so important that the next time I see him, I doubt that I can let him go away from me again.

Yea, my July paper coming soon.I need to concentrate..FULL concentration on my studies. I promised my dear, when I cant concentrate I shall think of him hoping that it will motivates me. But it is not working.I have got my July pep timetable and I can see that my friends are all fully prepared..except for me. No matter what.I will do what I've promised my mum and dear-- I will do even better and I'll make sure this time..my mum is satisfy with it.

Fortunately my July pep only takes up 3 days..starting 13th July. That means, I wouldn't have to suffer for long. But then the next test will be in the following month..-August, I think I dont have much time left til my finals. I'll have to arrange my time all over again and make sure I do as I plan. This is the so called " Self -discipline" ..AAH!! !!

However, after my finals, I will be a free bird again~ I can do whatever I like and go where ever I want to. My friends plannin for Genting but then, we don't know whether the hotels there are fully booked or not..Either or, I am stil going Singapore. Go find my darling~But if they still have rooms available,I may go to Singapore later since my friends planned it straight after our finals.So, we will be rushing. If the hotels are fully booked....then probably my friends and I shall change our destination to Singapore. Weeee~ Dear said I can stay with him but my friends cannot.LOL... I hoping for that day to come soon.T.T

I miss you alot alot alot alot.......my dear~!

p/s (dear) : Buy me ring later. We don't need it now. ^^ Remember what I told you?Save it up first la..I luv you~


I miss my dear so much.

I love you.. Muack~

Sunday, June 25, 2006

This is not Huei(At least, for this entry) I'm her boyfriend. Dear dear told me to help her blog..

Her modem got removed by her mother, and is unable to come online till she improve her grades.. Poor Dear, work hard! I'm always behind you! Supporting you!

Had a hour of talk with my Dear on the phone just now, even though we many many many kilometres away from each other, nothing's gonna stop us. We'll just have to hold on, and clear all the obstacles in our way, together.

Let's pray and hope Dear will do well for her July exams and hope her mum will stop the banning of the use of computer on her anymore. I want to see my Dear again soon! >_<...

I love you Dear~ Muack~! (Hugs and Kisses~)

From your Darling Yan Yan~

Saturday, June 24, 2006

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, DORIS~!! MUACKS

Happy birthday, Siao Dor.After my tuition today at 6.30 I rushed home and changed then my mum took me to MP to join Huay Ee and Suet Ting.We were lookin for Dor's birthday present before goin to JonkER. and yea..we had shakey's there also.muahahah..Soo damn FUll! after buyin burgers in KFC we headed to JONker.We walked there~ Long after we reached there dor dor appeared!~She looks so sweet today in her spaghetti and pants..heehee.~ The birthday girl received so many presents sia.Me, Huay Ee and Suet Ting bought her one each.Then Chun Lay and Amy too..See!! we are soo good right!.And she was over excited about it.She was like "waaa...that present is soo cute!~ thank you sampat poh..and that is also very nice!!" =.=" I think she was drunk thats why..we went to Geographer Cafe in Jonker. lol..she drank a little too much for a lady..wahahah! I dont think she understands what she said herself just now..Because she was freaky drunk! We all drank too..along with that crazy gal.We took pics in there.Crazy bunch~~.I wanted to see those pics!! Dor is half unconscious!!.then we was like "how to carry her ah?" duh....DoR!! wake up! silly silly..lol she enjoyed herself too much la. and we went in the boutique wanting to buy her a dress.But too bad, it doesnt fit her..so we walk along. Until she saw her Mickey Mouse baggie..oh my god, it reminds me of her sudden reaction .." AHHHHH!! HE IS THERE! " .."WHERE? WHO?" ....she pointed frantically to that stupid mickey bag and said.."Mickey!!! THERE!!" idiotic isn't she? I just don't understand why she loves Mickey so much..hmph. We ignored her though.ALL of us just walk away.leavin her behind with her "innocent" look ...bleah! We bought her her bithday present already! ..So she decided to buy it herself some other day.Lol, poor dor dor...awww..

I thought someone spied on us just now..Huay Ee was walking side way upon suspectin something LOL! she pulled me aside..?.? who were followin us!?? we never get to find out also.unTil around 9.45..We decided to dump dor dor aside already..she such a idiot..lolx..crappin all the way~ Chun Lay should have slapped her just now! XDD ..and YA JOnkER was so PACKED..We had a hard time jostling in the crowd! AAh..hate it so much..I never one to go there anymore =X But finally when we reach the end...haha! I was so relieved..Was waitin for my mum with Huay Ee and Suet Ting coz they are going back with me.. and weee~ we had so much fun!

Oooh..my dear dear..didnt get to see him for the whole day~ was missin him soooo much! where are you~~~~ T.T ..I think he stayin over night at the-dont-know-what-place liao~ heeheeX MUACK! Luv ya..!


-I found these two sample of(posted and replied)letters in my joke book -
It was hilarious and I find it very stupid indeed..@@ Formal love letters -->Have fun reading!

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Deares Lina,

I am very happy to inform you that I have fallen in love with you since Wednesday 7th January 2004. With reference to the meeting held between you and me on the said day at 1500hours, I would like to present myself as a prospective lover. Our love affair would be on probation for a period of no less than three months, and depending on compatibility, will be made permanent. Of course, upon completion of probation, there will be continuous training and relationship appraisal schemes leading up to promotion from lover to spouse. The expenses incurred for coffee and entertainment would initially be shared equally between us. Later, based on your performance, I might take up a larger share of the expenses. However, I am broad-minded enough to be taken care of on your expense account. I request you to kindly respond within 30 days on receiving this later, failing which, this offer will be cancelled without further notice and I shall be considering someone else. I would be happy if you could forward this letter to your sister, if you do not wish to take up this offer. Thank you for your anticipation

Yours sincerely,
John
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(The reply)

Dear John,

Please refer to your letter dated today. I am pleased to inform you that I hope to accept your proposal for romance.However, you should be informed that there are certain conditions of acceptance. Promotional prospects are to be my satisfaction. However, please enlighten me as to your retirement benefits. Gratuity should be generous. I also need to be assured that there is sufficient security with regards to this commitment. If there is any chance at all of retrenchment or consequent disinterest on your part, then I should receive monetary compensation according to union standards. Due to the nature of my position, I am sure you will agree that an expense account should be arranged for my access in light of the 'VIP' I shall be entertaining. In addition, housing and transport allowances should be in order, and nothing less than a Jaguar is to be expected. Please also note that there should be no moonlighting restrictions placed on myself. If you are still interested in the relationship, please reply on an urgent basis as other prospective lovers have sent indications of interest. Please also note that my sister is happily engaged.

Your perhaps
Lina

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Friday, June 23, 2006

23rd June 2006
This is already the 8th day since I parted with my dear. During the 3 days trip here, we watched 2 movies -Cars - Too Fast Too Furious. We shared food, hold hands, hug...kissed.Since the day he went back,I've been missing him soo much.I never knew that missing someone whom I love is this miserable until my mid-term result proved to me - my result dropped compared to my previous test. How sad..My mum is quite disappointed and she threatened me that she will ban me from getting online until the end of my SPM.That will be in DECEMBER.5 more months to go. according to dear its 164 days more.! NOOO!! I can't live without dear. That is why my me and my dear set the day which I have to pay full attention in my weak subjects and not even to think of him..( thats tricky you know ) I love him lots..I've been spending my time accompanyin him online as much as I can. I didn't know that our love blossoms so quickly..weeee~ lolX. Thanks to Him that we are together.!

I promised dear I am gonna do better in my next test comin in July and also my finals...

Huay Ee manage to convince on buyin that minicute skirt of hers and lol I was convinced~..I think it looked quite nice ma..change my style abit..it doesnt matters anyway.Dear wants to see me in it.I wonder when will it be.hahakz..I definitely won't wear it on this Saturday ( Doris's birthday) coz..it will be very inconvenient for us, the LADIES, since we have to walk from MP to Jonker.Eeeee...its far. Ting asked me wear long pants in case got alot mosquitoes there...lol...she so concern ..sob sob. Just because nobody is wearing long pants with her also..=.="..My mum is gonna be the driver on that day..I hope she don't nags me in the car and in front of my friends~ XD They'll know I have a naggy mum..just like my dear..oops..=X
Happy birthday DOR!

Speaking of birthday ya..my birthday is coming soon..I didn't do countdown thou..but its next month, on the 10th.My darling is sendin over my present~~ Weeeeee....lol..(its a secret) I hope I can see him instead but too but our time clashes.AnD err....I can't see himmm..T.T I really miss him laa...X.X . and my gang already bought my present earlier..lol thanks to them..I love it. I know you all want one for each of your birthday also. I know...! Esp Ting..alraedy ask for your birthday present when your birthday is in FEBRUARY NEXT YEAR, dear..! What lar you! too advance liao ar...

EEee..I stop here ba..I don't think its loong but I can't think of any to type liao..and dear is very anxious.lolx..keep buggin me le =XX

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